Know this.. I hold guilt with me .. I love and live with all my heart and I give .. probably too much of myself sometimes.. and other times too little.
when I say I am sorry it it not to pacify the situation . Its pure raw emotion ..
When i say I love you.. its not a feeling based on a sexual feeling , but a feeling that comes when you hold a person and feel warmth.
Know that I make mistakes.. also know that I fear that some mistakes I make will be too late to correct.
Please know I am sorry.. never meaning to hurt anyone I find myself hurt..
waiting wanting and with out.
Blaming my past .. too scared to look forward... at least not with out hesitation ..
trying to get right and thinking that i have fixed my jaded mind... may have broken my jaded heart...
Stay focused little one.. I know that no one is perfect .. but i hope that you see something good in me..
i just hope
