So I am gathering things along my way to prepare for my voyage to Italy..
Going with my grandma.. Cause well to be 100% honest 1. Shes paying , 2 I feel like i owe her some joy to her life since she will never dance at the proverbial wedding or hold her great grandchild.. never mind the fact that I am not the little girl wearing flowing dresses , with diamonds and pearls.. Do I feel bad about that ??? Maybe .. Shes my Grandma .. The cooler one.. I dont want to dissapoint .. But shit .. this is who I am .. my momma raised me like this ..
We clean up well .. but jeans and Tees is where its at!! .. Name brand shit .. does nothing for me.
So i am packing for this trip to Europe.. i should be amped... right?
i am anxious about the plane... hate flying .. Once I get there.. Its me and her for the next 10 nights.. ..10 ... thats alot.. Shit .. I have like routines.. kinda.. I need my blanket to sleep.. and a bottle of water.. Do you know how much water will be on the ship??
WTF??
I txt or talk to me friends pretty much through out the day .. and although 10 days drama free sounds like a vacation.. I may be lost..
will def be bringing my book to write.. and taking pics.. all tourist like.. I guess..
I know i sound ungrateful .. but fuck it...
come to family dinner .. you'll see what I mean..
Til then.. School and work .. Pz
